THE ART OF LETTING GO

Yea.. I've let him go.. i just couldn't stand the pains i've been through.. Holding on is being brave.. but when time comes and he really isn't gonna come back.. when he is already inlove with somebody else.. don't be a fool.. learn how to be a soldier.. "knows when to fight.. and when to surrender.." (credits to john phillip carmona - for the quoted part, xa nagparealize sken nyan e :])

Well, i guess i'll be better in time.. i just need to accept facts.. and be open minded.. i need not to close my eyes to reality.. haayyys.. i hope everything will be in place.. things will be fine.. and i hope what i did was the best thing.. i hope i've made everyone happy..

Before i end this post.. i wanna show my gratitude to the people who helped me overcome my problems.. who was there when i was alone.. who took care of me when HE wasn't there.. thank you my friends.. ( esp. marga and abby)

And also for the last time.. i wanna thank Delfin R. Bajar Jr. for letting me feel loved.. thank you for hurting me back so that i've learned my mistakes and would never want to do them again.. i wanna say SORRY at the same time.. for hurting you before.. i'm sorry if i've made so much damage in your heart that made you never wanna try to love me again.. after all, you've made a good decision.. But always remember.. that i'll stay here no matter what.. caring for you.. "I'll keep a part of you with me.. :) "

And to end this.. here's a song fitted to this post..

THE ART OF LETTING GO

Put away the pictures, put away the memories
I put over and over through my tears
I've held them 'til I'm blind, they kept my hope alive
As if somehow that i'd keep you here
Once you believe in a love forevermore
How do you leave it in a drawer

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone
Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

Try to say it's over, say the word good bye
But each time it catches in my throat
You're still here in me and I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone
Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade, what can I do
But try to make it through the pain
Of one more day without you

Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I'm learning, only learning
Learning the art of letting go