SPIN THE BOTTLE :]

24th of OCTOBER 2008 i don't know what to feel after this day.. it was mixed emotions.. i'll tell you what had happened in a few minutes.. first things first.. this day was the joint birthday of Daniel and Abby (friiends) Well.. we ate.. we talked a lot.. we shared jokes.. it was the reunion of II-Pasteur 07-08.. We laugh and laugh.. we enjoyed our get together..

Then as time passes, it was past 7 when we decided to play SPIN THE BOTTLE. random persons were asked different questions.. they were asked to say only the truth.. first person to be asked was Kj i think..(first or 2nd, it doesn't matter) well.. i was the one who asked her.. "Naka move on ka na ba kay Gb?.." it took her a little while to answer.. then finally said "oo" OK.. spin the bottle! then there was a question raised..

i forgot what was asked to the others so let's move.. the bottle was turned again.. now it pointed to him.. to dB.. i started to become nervous.. i know what they're going to ask him.. and then.. the question came out from Abs.. she asked him.. "kay tinay.. meron parin ba o wala na.. kung wala na, cno?" when i heard those questions... i wanted to shout.. i wanted to get away from that place.. i don't wanna hear his answers.. but then.. i have no choice.. then it came out from his lips.. "Di ko alam kung wala na, pero c toooott " no!!!! I've heard it.. i don't know what to do.. i don't know how to react.. but for some reasons.. my heart had hoped a little.. that there's still a feeling for me.. even a bit.. i was somehow happy.. (but happier maybe if he have said yes..)

The game continued.. everyone was asked.. except for me.. ( maybe the bottle hates me.. hha ) They started saying.. "Yung mga tinanong ni tinay, magtatanong dn sakanya.." then HE said.. "unfair nman un para sken.. di nya nman aco tnanong e.." (they've said that coz i was the one who always raised questions for them.. except for him..) He then added "Ako magtatanong kay tinay.." My heart beat like lightning.. i was so nervous.. i didn't thought he would want to ask me.. but then.. he did.. "Ako parin ba o hindi na? Kung di na, cno?" I can't move.. it seems like the whole world stopped.. i don't know how to answer back.. but then.. i wanted to know the truth so i need to tell him the truth.. i know that he himself know i still love him.. but i was wondering why he still asked.. though i don't know how to say it.. it slipped from my mouth.. "oo" Abs then added, "e ano nman sayo?" he replied "wla lng.. gsto ko lang mlaman.."

Our friends started again.. they say "Gnito nlng.. kaung dlawa nlng ang ttanungin nmen.." then they were singing "Muling ibalik... " Both of us were speechless.. then we thought of having a rotation of question instead of spin the bottle.. we had it counter clockwise.. in that manner, i would be the last one to be asked.. so there and then.. questions were started to be raised again.. then it's his turn to be asked.. i don't know what came into my mind.. i said "Ako magtatanong" He himself was shocked.. maybe he didn't thought i would be brave enough to raise a question to him.. I didn't also think i could.. But as i've said.. i wanted to know the truth.. so i asked.. "Nung enrollment bket mo cnabi un? c tooooott na ba nun?" he answered "Ndi.. wla pa kay tooooott nun.. ayoko lng mangyari ung mga bgay bagay.. kse dba.. di nman tau pero ung mga gngwa nten lagpas na.."
OK i've heard what i wanted.. that's all.. then.. it continued.. i won't be putting everything as what happened.. it will take more space.. i'll just put in the questions that were asked to us..

(q1 for me, asked by monay) "Bket cnabi mo na si Gb na?" --answer-- "xmpre.. alanganamang sbhen ko na nssktan aco.. edi kunware nlng c Gb.."

(q2 for me, asked by chaba) "Bket sbe mo dti c Gb mahal mo.. tpos pnagpatuloy mo pdin ung sa inyo di dB?" --answer-- "xa mahal ko nun.. crush co lng c Gb.. bket.. xa nga andami dmi nyang crush nun e.. pnapatanong nya pa sken mga pangalan nila.." (he was shocked i would say those then laughed a little then turned his back on me.. but he returned again after a few moments.)

(q3 still for me, asked by chaba) "Nung mga times na gnun.. nawala ba ung kay dB?" --answer-- "ndi.. namanhid lng.."

(q4 for him, asked by abs) "Bket nung nsa tricycle kau ni tinay.. nung bday ni mariel.. bket mo gnawa sknya un.. bket humiga ka pa sa blikat nya tas ssbhen mo wla na?" --answer-- "Kasi meron pa khet konti."

(q5 for him, asked by monay) "Bket nung nlaman mo na manliligaw c jason at crisanto kay tinay, bket sbe mo sken gsto mo pigilan.." (mariel added - "oo nga.. sbe mo pa nga it hurts") --answer-- "Kasi nga nung mga times na un meron pa khet onti.." monay again: "e bket di mo pinigilan?" he replied: "huli na kse.."

Then.. after the game.. everyone was quiet.. i could see their blank faces.. different thoughts were running on each other's mind.. it's late.. it's almost 10pm.. we were tired.. then someone spoke up.. "Uwi na tayo.."
They started to stand up and go inside the house.. packed their things.. fixed their hair.. powdered their faces.. then with smiles on our faces.. we went out of the house all together.. we bid our goodbyes and ride our vehicles home.. though secrets were revealed.. I'm happy of how everything turned out.. it was great..